I am going to check myself in
I am absolutely miserable. I’ve been plagued for years with baby fat and looking at all the skinny hollywood types is not helping any. Most of my girlfriends seem to be pretty skinny too, so it was always bothering me. So I started forcing myself to puke. At first it was completely disgusting but as time went on it got very easy to do. I did not think too much about it until recently. I’m not sure why, I started dating this really nice guy and I am afraid he will find out and think I am a freak. So I have decided to check into an eating disorder clinic.